Flatlander in Vermont

Published in The Bridge, Montpelier, VT, January 21, 2010 -

Technically, I suppose, I am a flat lander.  I’m pretty sure it doesn’t count that I have lived most of my adult life – since graduating from the decidedly flat lands of a New York City university – in the mountains.  Huge, towering, snow capped all [continued...]

To Life!!

She’s alive!!  My dear friend was found just in time.  She is now in the hospital and about to undergo a serious rehab stay.

I have no words to express my feelings.  So I will give you Rumi’s

Silkworms

The hurt you embrace becomes joy.
Call it to your arms where it can

change.  A silkworm eating leaves
makes a cocoon.  [continued...]

Where are your dreams?

Date: Friday, January 22, 2010
Time: 6:15 pm
Temp: 0 degree
Moon: Moon in Taurus, Void of Course
Mood: Devastated

This morning, a dear friend of mine tried to commit suicide.   She has not been found yet.  There is still hope, a slim thread, that I pray to with all my being.

It is hard to believe.  Hard to fathom.  Nearly [continued...]

Red

Date: 1/14/10, Thursday
Time: 11:02 am
Temp: 27 degree
Moon: Moon  in Capricorn (new moon 8:11 pm)
Mood: intense, somber, acceptance

Sitting around this morning in a circle of women.  Lots of talk about Haiti.  Tears.  Incredulity.  Grieving.  I sat next to a young woman who talked about the ache in her heart.  She wore red.  Everyone in the circle [continued...]

Bed in the Woods

Date: 1/10/10
Time: 2:07 pm
Temp: 1 degree
Moon: Moon in Sagittarius
Mood: forgiving, understanding, seeing

Walking in the woods thinking, everything’s winter, winter, winter.  I won’t have a new idea to talk about for months.

The ground is frozen and white.  Today it is truly cold.  Everything must be covered.  The sky shows small openings of a dark blue, way [continued...]

a single drop of blood

Date: 1/7/10
Time: 2:06pm
Temp: 23 degrees
Moon: waning 1/2 moon in Libra
Mood: calm, tired

I walked  out into the single colored world.  The sky above me was milky, cloudy, calm.  The earth and the trees were all covered in a thick and complete blanket of  snow.  White, pristine, crystalline.  Beneath some of the layers, the dark bark of [continued...]

first blog

Date: 1/4/10
Time: 5:48pm
Temp: 8 degrees
Moon: Virgo, trine Sun
Mood: troubled, confused

On our tiny ship, as we travel along the waves of life, a logbook can help to keep focus.   Plotting longitude and latitude, wind and tides.  And the stars…  It can be hard to stay grounded on a ship.  Hard to feel rooted in a rootless [continued...]