Published in The Bridge, Montpelier, VT, January 21, 2010 -
Technically, I suppose, I am a flat lander. I’m pretty sure it doesn’t count that I have lived most of my adult life – since graduating from the decidedly flat lands of a New York City university – in the mountains. Huge, towering, snow capped all [continued...]
She’s alive!! My dear friend was found just in time. She is now in the hospital and about to undergo a serious rehab stay.
I have no words to express my feelings. So I will give you Rumi’s
Silkworms
The hurt you embrace becomes joy.
Call it to your arms where it can
change. A silkworm eating leaves
makes a cocoon. [continued...]
Date: Friday, January 22, 2010
Time: 6:15 pm
Temp: 0 degree
Moon: Moon in Taurus, Void of Course
Mood: Devastated
This morning, a dear friend of mine tried to commit suicide. She has not been found yet. There is still hope, a slim thread, that I pray to with all my being.
It is hard to believe. Hard to fathom. Nearly [continued...]
Date: 1/14/10, Thursday
Time: 11:02 am
Temp: 27 degree
Moon: Moon in Capricorn (new moon 8:11 pm)
Mood: intense, somber, acceptance
Sitting around this morning in a circle of women. Lots of talk about Haiti. Tears. Incredulity. Grieving. I sat next to a young woman who talked about the ache in her heart. She wore red. Everyone in the circle [continued...]
Date: 1/10/10
Time: 2:07 pm
Temp: 1 degree
Moon: Moon in Sagittarius
Mood: forgiving, understanding, seeing
Walking in the woods thinking, everything’s winter, winter, winter. I won’t have a new idea to talk about for months.
The ground is frozen and white. Today it is truly cold. Everything must be covered. The sky shows small openings of a dark blue, way [continued...]
Date: 1/7/10
Time: 2:06pm
Temp: 23 degrees
Moon: waning 1/2 moon in Libra
Mood: calm, tired
I walked out into the single colored world. The sky above me was milky, cloudy, calm. The earth and the trees were all covered in a thick and complete blanket of snow. White, pristine, crystalline. Beneath some of the layers, the dark bark of [continued...]
Date: 1/4/10
Time: 5:48pm
Temp: 8 degrees
Moon: Virgo, trine Sun
Mood: troubled, confused
On our tiny ship, as we travel along the waves of life, a logbook can help to keep focus. Plotting longitude and latitude, wind and tides. And the stars… It can be hard to stay grounded on a ship. Hard to feel rooted in a rootless [continued...]